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What is the one you love’s favorite scent?

Lani stared on the questionnaire and realized that after two years of being married to Omar, she didn’t actually know.

Why the hell did she should reply that, anyway?

Hadn’t Omar arrived safely?

They’d taken completely different ships, which she hated proper from the beginning, however tickets have been cheaper that approach. She’d carried out the synaptic obtain alone, eyes closed and attempting not to consider the truth that as her thoughts downloaded, her physique would die.

Omar, Omar, Omar, she’d thought. She’d see him once more after their 200-year enterprise throughout the celebs.

His identify was on her lips when she awoke in her newly printed physique. As her thoughts adjusted, she imagined mountaineering with Omar by means of the planet’s terraformed forests, snuggling in the home they may lastly afford. The brand new physique was so good she couldn’t even inform it had been printed.

Omar was speculated to arrive 4 weeks after her, but as a substitute of kissing him, she was sitting in a hospital room filling out paperwork about favorite smells.

A well-recognized particular person walked by: Margery. The nurse had overseen Lani’s care in these first weeks after synaptic insertion.

“Margery? What’s happening?”

“Lani?” Margery’s voice lowered. “Nobody informed you? There was an accident with the ship.”

“Oh god!”

“The synaptic IDs have been misplaced, the character surveys — all our identification information, gone.”

Lani felt shoved inside a deflating balloon, all of the air escaping, the partitions closing in, the world shrinking to nothingness.

No identification.

Lani knew how vital it was to match minds with the right our bodies. Earlier than their journey, scanners had measured every little thing about her and Omar; not simply their synaptic pathways, however their bodily our bodies as nicely. Machines examined how they held a ball, walked, even chewed meals. Their printed our bodies wanted to suit what their synaptic patterns anticipated. A incorrect match would power the thoughts to regulate for the bodily physique. It could create somebody fully new.

It could not be her husband.

Margery patted Lani’s shoulder. “Keep calm. We’re doing every little thing we will.”

Their household, associates — all 200 years away and lifeless. Right here was the place their future would start. What if she needed to do all of it on her personal?

What’s the one you love’s cloth of alternative?

Lani didn’t know. Oh god.


Two everlasting hours later, Margery requested Lani to return into one other room. “The physician desires you to check out potential ID matches. We will’t hold the synaptic connection too lengthy, or it’ll begin to imprint. You’ll have 5 minutes with every. Simply do the most effective you may.”

5 minutes to find out whether or not it was her husband? Lani took a shaky breath.

Omar lay on a desk, tubes weaving round his arms, wires jutting from his head, like an octopus had merged along with her sleeping husband’s kind.

The nurse pushed a button. Omar’s eyes opened. “The inexperienced is eternal. Do you see the inexperienced? Like a poet’s breath.”

What the hell? “He’s not making any sense.”

Margery defined, “He’s expressing primary ranges of his synaptic patterns. Sensory recollections seem first. Did he like the color inexperienced?”

Did he? They’d by no means mentioned colors. “I don’t know.”

Omar babbled on as Lani held his hand, then his eyes centered on her. “My love. My love.”


His eyes closed.

The nurse patted Lani’s shoulder. “We needed to lower the connection.”

“However that was Omar!”

“Many individuals give attention to a beloved one earlier than the synaptic process, so it’s usually their first coherent thought. He’s probably not seeing you. We’re going to strive one other one.”

After a number of lengthy moments, Omar’s eyes opened. “The rocks crumbled over my cupcakes. Smells like musty fur and fatigue.” After a number of mumbling minutes, he mentioned, “I used to be dreaming of you the entire journey. Lastly, we’re collectively.”

His eyes closed.

That had to be Omar.

Margery requested, “Did Omar like cupcakes?”

Lani bit her lip. She didn’t know. How might she not know?

The third time Omar opened his eyes, he talked about slippery sheets and fluffy tub towels. Then, “I like you a lot. Simply maintain me tight, child.”

Lani squeezed Omar’s hand. This appeared like her husband too. “What number of extra are you testing?”

“Simply these, however …” Margery bit her lip.

“What’s it?”

“We’re nonetheless exploring the complete extent of the info loss. We’ll do our greatest to seek out your husband, however there’s a possible he could also be misplaced.”

No. There was no world the place Omar didn’t survive. The place she was right here alone.

What if she simply picked one? All three potentialities had professed love for her; she simply needed to hold telling him who he was. Who she wanted him to be. That he beloved her.

Minds might change to the bodily physique, proper?

“He preferred the color inexperienced,” Lani blurted out. “I simply remembered.”

The nurse nodded. “That’ll assist us.”

Lani bit her lip and tried not to consider what she’d simply carried out.


Lani was able to overlook these two weeks of hell within the hospital. Any time a physician’s eyes narrowed, Lani was all the time there, saying every little thing was tremendous. Sure, that was precisely like Omar. How might anybody contradict a spouse?

“You’re my husband,” like a jammed audio system, she whispered to Omar again and again whereas attempting to muffle her fears. What in the event that they took Omar away?

They’d made it, although.

Omar introduced her lips to his. “We must always have a good time. I’ll make our favorite for dinner.”

What was their favorite meal? Omar had by no means loved cooking.

However that was then. This was now.

“Our favorite meal sounds good.”

The story behind the story

Carol Scheina reveals the inspiration behind Please fill out this manner relating to the one you love.

This story was born from two fairly unrelated occasions. The primary concerned a day caught at dwelling, throughout which my husband and kids took a number of on-line character surveys to go the time. I began questioning if I might anticipate my household’s outcomes, particularly my husband’s. Does he desire pizza or hamburgers? What’s his favorite trip vacation spot? How would he describe himself?

After greater than a decade collectively, how nicely did I actually know my husband?

The second occasion concerned a dialogue with my oldest youngster on downloading human consciousness into ships to permit interstellar journey. My youngster’s phrases tumbled out at excited speeds. What might humanity do with that form of know-how? In the meantime, my thoughts was questioning what might go incorrect. (These reactions correspond fairly nicely to our character assessments, by the best way.)

My thoughts lumped collectively interstellar journey gone incorrect and character assessments, and thus, this story was born.

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